Solomon is a Baby Angel

Ever since I was a child I recognized that some of my thoughts “glow.”

Many many times since Solomon was born I have thought “Solomon is a baby angel” but tonight I had the glowing thought ✨ “Solomon is a Baby Angel” ✨

The former could be translated into “Solomon is my little cutie” or something of the like and/but ✨ “Solomon is a Baby Angel” ✨ is a much more literal acknowledgement that Solomon is a Soul who has fallen from Heaven to be with me. When I have this thought I can see him falling at least through my whole pregnancy, maybe through my years of infertility, maybe even longer (or “longer” in some way that isn’t really described in temporal language) and I can see him being born and having fallen and us making one of his names Damien (son of Lucifer - at least since The Omen).

Then I’m in awe and gratitude for Solomon’s huge love for me in coming here to guard and guide me as the Little Angel He Is. Every day he is here for me to love, and in loving him more than I’ve ever loved myself he reminds me and teaches me how to love myself more. How to love myself rightly and well and guard and guide myself. He gives me grace and I learn to give myself grace…

My little Guru, my best Friend, my tiny Adversary, my baby Son…