I was managing a Relateful Tucson Immersion at Hacienda Del Sol Guest Ranch Resort (that I used to work at in 2015 as a night auditor) but in the dream we were in Los Angeles. The immersion was going well and the resort itself was full of non participants that were interesting regardless.

I met this dancer who was nude with a beautiful blue body painted scene on their body and invited them to perform for our Relateful group. During the dance they split into two people, not in a supernatural way but in a performance/magician way. Twins, the new one yellow. During the show I was cuddling with my sweet friend and fell asleep in his arms so I missed part of the show, I thought I’ll have them come back tomorrow so I can make sure I and anyone else who missed it can see. I wanted to tip them so I went to my basket and kept trying to grab money. I could clearly see what I wanted but everything I was pulling out was fake money. I remember in the dream I was calling it funny money. Finally I was able to get a twenty dollar and five dollar bill. I asked if it was enough and they said of course, the show was free so anything extra was great.

The next morning at 7:30am I find out there is a luxury breakfast buffet included in our booking. One of my friends and I are the only one’s from our immersion group awake enough to want to go. We were complaining because the resort forced us to include the breakfast in our cost but they had never done that before. I was trying to get into the dining room but I couldn’t remember the room number. I tried looking at a map of the property but it was too confusing. I texted our group chat for someone to give it to me.

While I was waiting I went to the back of my van to get some items, there was a child back there with crayons everywhere and coloring pages. I started to clean it up and the child got annoyed at me and asked me to leave her stuff alone. I apologized but was trying to explain i was confused because this is my van.

Someone finally texted back, room number 10.

The breakfast was so splendid, quality delicious food, my friend and I totally surrendered to the indulgences.

After, I had to follow a Relateful mentor figure in my life and his ex wife through a space, one of my lovers was with us too. My lover reminded me to charge the $25 I had tipped the dancer to the Relateful Tucson company. I didn't need to cover it myself. We used this mechanism of travel where you lay on the floor and there are rollers maneuvering you forward. You have to shift your body to go in different directions. Very tight spaces and fast moving. I was behind the couple and lost track of them so I couldn't follow, then I looked behind me and my lover was gone too. I maneuvered myself to the nearest place to just get off the travel system.

Where I stepped off was a special floor for dying people. I got a strong sensation that I didn’t belong. There was a cafe but I didn’t go into it. I walked forward into a room where there were many people but I was concentrated on these two men on the floor. One was playing a didgeridoo into the other's ear, the man receiving was lying down and blowing smoke out of his mouth. I saw a large television behind them and when I tried to see what was on it it was a black and white close up of the receiving man's face in real time. Then poof they turned into small wooden figurines on the floor. An old man on a bench nearby looks up at me and says “Happens to all of us sometimes”

I’m out of this space and just in my head making a plan for when the immersion is over. I’m trying to figure out if it would be realistic with the group I was carpooling with to spend an extra day in LA to visit the new Meowwolf location.

Then I woke up in my very cozy bed and emailed Hacienda Del Sol about booking their event space.

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