My names Cindy and I am a 58 yr old woman fighting to pay the bills, have food on the table and to just want to wake up in the morning. I have done things many disapprove of, lived my life by my choices many wrong but still mine while others talked behind my back and made my life bad just because I lived my life myself not by their control. I have been hurt,have hurt others,loved ,been loved ,been happy, been sad but mainly loved life and also wanted it over. I have had friends and lovers make me smile and also shatter my world.Life is constant change, ups and downs but people I wish would accept my unperfectness and talk to me about what they see when they look at me, help me see life with them. I just want to be aloud to be me beautiful,broken,beaten yet alive me.