Encountering Astrology

I have recently been exploring astrology. It started out with Laurence Hillman's Archetypal Astrology. Beautiful written and very applicable. Exciting and highly engaging. His book "Planets in play" is a book that exemplifies what it's speaking about. In my view, the mercurial Hermes has been given full access to Mr. Hillman's mind here. And no wonder beening the son of the neo-jungian James Hillman that played a big role of developing archetypal psychology. So after playing around with birth-charts, and Chat GpT for a while, things started to get very interesting. But not quite trusted the interpretation of ChatGPT, because is was starting to show inaccuracies. So I ordered a deeper and esoteric reading from a professional astrologer. And now I find my self being re-orientet and I can my past self organizing itself with an overwhelming paste and at the same time revealing and unraveling my whole world. It's terrifying and hopefully liberating at the same time. But not sure how to deal with all the insights that keeps realizing itself and showing their relevance in a transforming way.