Is it something in you that you haven’t loved yet?
Is it something in you that you haven’t boundaried appropriately?
What else?
Sometimes to do this kind of thought experiment i interpret my waking life as if it were a dream. When I look at how I view trump, what does he symbolize? And then I can ask how i relate to that to find out how I’m relating to that thing.
I will come back and do this self analysis in a moment.