I am trying to make sense these days as to an affliction of a form of uncanny injustice of my being. Seeking so much in a almost consistent state of Dua, recitation of Quran...the desire of proper QRS, as I like to call the Qiyam, Ruku, and Sujood towards Al Masjid Al Haram. That being said, I am just ill these days and wish I never left a beautiful trip to Colorado.