Forgivenness - your take?

Today we explored forgiveness in a relateful coaching context.  This was a new experience, looking at how we relate to forgiveness... intead of directly working on self forgiveness.  The nuance here - subtle - yet very very deep and more truth, but i'm not clear on anything yet, half baked!!! 

How do you relate to self forgiveness, forgiveness, wanting to be over there, but standing here (wanting to forgive self, but experiencing in longing for peace from forgiveness).